It has been there. I do not know since when. But it just grow even stronger now. Negative thoughts. Feeling overwhelmed with everything. I do not know why. But the voices, That keeps telling me, to see all of the problems... just in devastating way. ... The world is a very scary place to live… Continue reading The Voices in My Mind
It was a late night conversation in the car. We were celebrating our one year anniversary through dinner. We were arguing that night. About our relationship, our future, what are we going to do with this relationship. The struggles in our relationship were getting real. It seems like, we are not going anywhere. I was… Continue reading Relationship 2.0
Editor : Charissa Faith Utasa & Bayu Mahendra I am turning 20 this year. They say that 20 is a start for something new. I just feel like this year is going to be exciting. Despite all of the new adventure that I am going to experience There were a bunch of emotional rollercoaster on… Continue reading Know this.
Edited by : Charissa Faith Utasa To each and every one of you who ever felt like peace will never exist in your heart, a deep hole was inside. with all those anxieties, pain, and broken pieces whirling up inside. To those of you who never know what is it like to live a happy… Continue reading How’s your soul?
I was not myself lately. I was wondering around and asking about what really matters in my life. People around me always plan and plan and plan.. Plan about future, about education, taking masters degree, worrying about grades, and it was getting into my head. It was all confusing for me. What will my life… Continue reading Phrophetic Messages [15 May 2018]
On the mid of April, I took a very short holiday trip. Well, it was my mom that gave me the ticket and letting me get the chance to travel around thousand miles away from Jakarta to Europe. It is not the kind of family trip, the tour was a gift for my mom for… Continue reading April Short Escape
Lately I am really into watching The X Files. It is a sci-fi series about two FBI agent working with unexplainable cases which people say "spooky", they believe in alien and stuff. What I am really love about this series, is not about the cases they have solved through 11 seasons, but I am obsessed… Continue reading The X Files – Mulder and Scully
I got this concept from movie called The Kingsman. It was one of my favorite british spy movie. In that movie, the golden circle is defined as a group of a high criminal profile people that deals with drugs. Well, this is not about that movie at all. I consider "the golden circle" as something… Continue reading The Golden Circle
First of all, sorry for the absence for the past few months. Honestly, this post is the most challenging, truthful, and scary part of my life. Well not scary in a bad way, it's just that, it's about life. I was in the shower and I kinda ask God what should I write on this… Continue reading Family
September 2017, It was the first day I join Saab Shares. I saw the volunteer poster on Instagram. Never taught that it would be a day that opens my eyes and just made me realize the value of the contribution. Elena Bensawan (17) and Sabrina Bensawan (19). They are beyond amazing. In such a very… Continue reading Young inspirator